Welcome to My Diary


My name is McKenzie Stewart. I am Married to a wonderful man and currently live in Florida. I have had 9 miscarriages and no children.


I have started this blog for 2 reasons. One being for others. I try not to tell everyone that I'm pregnant, but when I have to go on bed rest and suddenly I'm absent in the world, a few people have to find out. I try to keep the pity after a miscarriage to a minimum by staying positive, but I know there are lots of questions and gaps to be filled in.


And the most important reason I started this blog is for me. This is my escape and my therapy. This is personal and I put everything out there. My life is filled with blessings and happiness but it would be a lie to say that these miscarriages haven't made a significant impact in my life.


All the feelings that I've kept inside are now out.

Friday, November 23, 2012

Today was a Happy Day

Today was a happy day.

It didn't exactly start out that way. Black Friday shopping may not have been the best thing for me this morning.


But after our short lived black friday shopping was done and Ben went to work, I went to the Tillotson home. Little Abby and Tasha sure know how to cheer me up!

We took pictures, played christmas music, put up the Christmas tree, Put up Christmas Lights and dipped pretzels into chocolate! It's the day after Thanksgiving and Christmas is in full swing at the Tillotson house! It was so fun. A little chaotic with 7 children, but it was exactly what I needed today.



Driving home I saw many homes with Christmas lights up. What a way to lift my spirits!




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